Well its 3.11am now.... couldnt sleep..wake up at around 1am to play Cs still now.... suddenly stress up today dunno why..... maybe i got alot of things pending in my mind and i couldnt proceed with any of my plans ba.... i'm stuck and i need to release tension!!! .... Holiday is coming "May 1st" hopefully this 1 day holiday can revive me slightly and let me enjoy that little bit of time i had for myself...next week gonna be a busy week for me... i need to be on my best self to handle it ...
Gonna try to go sleep again >_< ciao~
Wednesday, April 30, 2008
Tuesday, April 29, 2008
A song i love sung by 游鸿明 ( original song by Jacky cheung )
一个人要走多远 历经多少沧桑才会累 什么地方才是家 为了谁才留下 一个人要想多久 历经多少挫折才会懂 不再轻易掉眼泪 不再轻易说今生 无悔无怨 用一生做誓言为谁放弃一切 我不再是我 谁又是谁 别问我的伤 别问我的痛 别问我的心中是否在流血 别问我是否心已碎别问酒逢故人醉不醉 别问我的苦 别问我的悲 别问我的流浪是否很疲惫 别问我是否还有泪别问魂萦旧梦对不对也别问我会不会
This song is a very realistic song about life... it tell how cruel life is in another prespective....how many time must u fall down before u learn not to fall down again or understand whats pain is......sometime when i set my mp3 to play music and randomly play until this song.. i will almost stop and listen to the lyric for awhile before engaging on watever thing i do..although Jacky Cheung is the original singer... i prefer 游鸿明 's voice for this song....
This song is a very realistic song about life... it tell how cruel life is in another prespective....how many time must u fall down before u learn not to fall down again or understand whats pain is......sometime when i set my mp3 to play music and randomly play until this song.. i will almost stop and listen to the lyric for awhile before engaging on watever thing i do..although Jacky Cheung is the original singer... i prefer 游鸿明 's voice for this song....
Monday, April 28, 2008
Day Dreaming @ Work
Today seems to be an extreme relax day for me at work..... 9am reach chat wif collegue till she went for meeting with the bosses and bascially 80% of the company .. leaving me ,3customer service support and 1 receptionist in the office ....nothing to do..not gaming.. been surfing youtube listening to oldies music... i must say i quite enjoy the oldies ...haha....a few song actually touch me in a way...especially 1986's TOTO - I'll be over you and Circle in the sand by Belinda......which kinda remind me back to the days when i'm 9 - 10 yr old .. listening to teenager songs and actually singing with the rythme...hahah...
I still remember vividly what i did during tat times... my trip to primary sch..my frens...the things we did...i still even remember the first fight i got into at school....and my first detention..my first hair cut in sch etc... seems i only got bad things to say ..nothing good >_< guess i'm not a good student ba....never was.... Those are happy memories though...in recent years happy memories are hard to come by...we should learn to cherish memories that keep us happy in our daily life... cherish the time u spend doing things u like , cherish the things that make u happy and last but not least cherish the loves one that help you thru difficult times especially family...or spouse...
Suddenly i feel like going back china village for a couple of days to stay there ...its been 12 years since i last went back....i love the temperature there...4am the sun comes up ... 5pm the sun set.... temp at 12pm is 26 degree...u will never get sunburn there even if ur in the sun all day hehe...life was simplier then.....during my 10 day stay there...though i hate the occasional flies bugging me ...
Guess i shall stop here ... the time is still morning... looking forward to may 1st holiday...to enjoy at least a day off.... getting kinda up tight due to pushing myself to do stuffs i have been escaping for the past few yrs...hopefully everything will be fine by the end of Aug....i really hope so...
I still remember vividly what i did during tat times... my trip to primary sch..my frens...the things we did...i still even remember the first fight i got into at school....and my first detention..my first hair cut in sch etc... seems i only got bad things to say ..nothing good >_< guess i'm not a good student ba....never was.... Those are happy memories though...in recent years happy memories are hard to come by...we should learn to cherish memories that keep us happy in our daily life... cherish the time u spend doing things u like , cherish the things that make u happy and last but not least cherish the loves one that help you thru difficult times especially family...or spouse...
Suddenly i feel like going back china village for a couple of days to stay there ...its been 12 years since i last went back....i love the temperature there...4am the sun comes up ... 5pm the sun set.... temp at 12pm is 26 degree...u will never get sunburn there even if ur in the sun all day hehe...life was simplier then.....during my 10 day stay there...though i hate the occasional flies bugging me ...
Guess i shall stop here ... the time is still morning... looking forward to may 1st holiday...to enjoy at least a day off.... getting kinda up tight due to pushing myself to do stuffs i have been escaping for the past few yrs...hopefully everything will be fine by the end of Aug....i really hope so...
Friday, April 25, 2008
The first 2 weeks of May.....
WOW... i never knew i am going to be that extreme "desperate" to get my driving ...till i squeeze everything.... i repeat EVERYTHING within 3 week ...here is the breakdown of wat happen from this week till the 2nd week of may...
24/04/08 - Basic Theory Evaluation
25/04/08 - Bt 1.01 lesson
6/5/08 - Afternoon Basic theory Test , Evening Final theory lesson
7/5/08 - Evening Final Theory lesson
8/5/08 - Afternoon Final Theory practice , Evening Final Theory Evaluation
If i can book final year test i would already book it on 9 ... unfortunately in order to put final year theory test you need to complete basic theory test and get a PDL .. which i wont be able to finish till 06/05/08 ... once everything is done .... i'm gonna take practical at least 3-4 lesson a week and hopefully ...lol everything will be done by early june and i'm gonna hope i can book TP by june or early july ....if everything is as smooth as yesterday i reckon i can complete my driving stuff in 3 - 4 month ....making me one of the fastest to finish everything among my fren ba :P
After seeing some car spec... and design seems to be i'm a sucker for hatchback cars....sure they are small .. and their space is not big for goods etc..but i just love them .... especially the Cheverolet Spark 0.8 and 1.0 series..... first hand need 44k SGD sia.... hopefully i hope the sponsership from my parent will be high so i can choose my fav car..but 90% i would be getting a 2nd hand one... and i wont even consider getting cherry QQ even if its first hand!...
If there's any mahjong session let me know preferly on friday night or sat night ... weekday i will be very busy after may 6....
24/04/08 - Basic Theory Evaluation
25/04/08 - Bt 1.01 lesson
6/5/08 - Afternoon Basic theory Test , Evening Final theory lesson
7/5/08 - Evening Final Theory lesson
8/5/08 - Afternoon Final Theory practice , Evening Final Theory Evaluation
If i can book final year test i would already book it on 9 ... unfortunately in order to put final year theory test you need to complete basic theory test and get a PDL .. which i wont be able to finish till 06/05/08 ... once everything is done .... i'm gonna take practical at least 3-4 lesson a week and hopefully ...lol everything will be done by early june and i'm gonna hope i can book TP by june or early july ....if everything is as smooth as yesterday i reckon i can complete my driving stuff in 3 - 4 month ....making me one of the fastest to finish everything among my fren ba :P
After seeing some car spec... and design seems to be i'm a sucker for hatchback cars....sure they are small .. and their space is not big for goods etc..but i just love them .... especially the Cheverolet Spark 0.8 and 1.0 series..... first hand need 44k SGD sia.... hopefully i hope the sponsership from my parent will be high so i can choose my fav car..but 90% i would be getting a 2nd hand one... and i wont even consider getting cherry QQ even if its first hand!...
If there's any mahjong session let me know preferly on friday night or sat night ... weekday i will be very busy after may 6....
Thursday, April 24, 2008
Yes i made it....!!
YES! despite only having one night + one afternoon to study for it.... i manage to scrape thru the evaluation 69/70 ... allowing me to take my test on tuesday may 6 .....the studies was worth it ..... ^_^ \/.... now i need to maintain the standard i have for my test ... i will be looking forward to it ^_^
The waiting is terrible....
i'm at work now.... waiting for it to turn 5pm and proceed to BBDC for my evaluation....i have no other alternative now.. pass it or delay it for 1 month ++ ...there is no choices.. only 1 to choose.. PASS IT ... lets hope for the best.... will update when i'm back from BBDC... my fate lies on a touch screen pc.....
Eventful update :)
Today can consider my happiest and sad day collide ba.....now i wont touch on the sad part but what i can tell u is that i manage to do a couple of things i hold back for quite sometimes and also sometime that shld be done on june to be all push to May :)
1) BTT basic theory Test june 14.. but i manage to pull it to May 6.... ehhee ^_^ ..but the bad part .. i need to pass my basic evaluation by later 6.15..if not i wont be eligible to take the TEST on may 6... ccb now i'm burning the midnight oil..and also later i'm gonna bring it to work and study till i can pass the 70 qns...
2)RT ... the army training thingie.... i manage to logon to the site to book my RT time....turn out Maju camp is full ..and i cant book le.... so i call Mindef up and ask them to assist me in this..they agree and they will get back to me in 3 days time... hopefully this work out....
3)Reservisit.... well cant change anything here..still on AUG ..but after some incident i feel i should take this like a man and not gonna siam it le.... finish it now ... or risk it haunting u in the future.....
4).................................. not gonna reveal this but at least i learn something from it :) lets see how the future turns out.
5)Reconfirm i will get my 2nd hand Car should i pass all my driving.... trying to nego for a first hand car ..or at least a 25k 2nd hand car... shall see how hehehe
6)i'm going to wear loong sleeve to work .... hahah its been 4 month i did that... i suddenly wanna do it... change of lifestyle abit
I will now only focus my life goal on the above for now .. till everything is done by end of this year... i have set a goal .. i will fullfill it ... no more dragging.. no more thinking ... its Acting.. and oh by the way if looking at here first time .. let me congrat u ... this blog was up since last yr.. but only till "TODAY" i announce to the world..before then .. only a selected few know abt this website :).... i've opened up... its time i enter the real world
1) BTT basic theory Test june 14.. but i manage to pull it to May 6.... ehhee ^_^ ..but the bad part .. i need to pass my basic evaluation by later 6.15..if not i wont be eligible to take the TEST on may 6... ccb now i'm burning the midnight oil..and also later i'm gonna bring it to work and study till i can pass the 70 qns...
2)RT ... the army training thingie.... i manage to logon to the site to book my RT time....turn out Maju camp is full ..and i cant book le.... so i call Mindef up and ask them to assist me in this..they agree and they will get back to me in 3 days time... hopefully this work out....
3)Reservisit.... well cant change anything here..still on AUG ..but after some incident i feel i should take this like a man and not gonna siam it le.... finish it now ... or risk it haunting u in the future.....
4).................................. not gonna reveal this but at least i learn something from it :) lets see how the future turns out.
5)Reconfirm i will get my 2nd hand Car should i pass all my driving.... trying to nego for a first hand car ..or at least a 25k 2nd hand car... shall see how hehehe
6)i'm going to wear loong sleeve to work .... hahah its been 4 month i did that... i suddenly wanna do it... change of lifestyle abit
I will now only focus my life goal on the above for now .. till everything is done by end of this year... i have set a goal .. i will fullfill it ... no more dragging.. no more thinking ... its Acting.. and oh by the way if looking at here first time .. let me congrat u ... this blog was up since last yr.. but only till "TODAY" i announce to the world..before then .. only a selected few know abt this website :).... i've opened up... its time i enter the real world
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
Month of April
As we approaches the end of april... more shows are out ...hopefully i get to watched most of them....there are namely Ironman , judgement and the comedy show from scarymovies/epic movies series and several horrors show >_< .... just hope i got enuff time grrrr
Work is now slightly more pack then compare to previous month..maybe because the mid month is the busiest for company ba....been doing PR almost everyday and getting quotations daily too.... computer wise problem are on the new system thats gonna setup on the new company and the upcoming autocad system for Yvonne's home... so i guess it wont be like last time tat relax le...though i dun mind considering i have slack quite a while ....but i do hope my pay get to raise soon ( previous raise was only 80buck after 6 month of working >_< )
The upcoming may will be feel wif stuffs to do .. RT ..woohoo Driving evaluations ( dunno how many lesson i will take to pass ) and maybe prepare some exercise for my upcoming Aug Training incamp.....as usual..from now on.. i will keep reminding myself the 3 priority i need to get it done before 2009 so i can enjoy 2009 more......
Well its 920am now...guess i will go back to forum threading and surfing net...hopefully today will be uneventful too ^_^\/
Work is now slightly more pack then compare to previous month..maybe because the mid month is the busiest for company ba....been doing PR almost everyday and getting quotations daily too.... computer wise problem are on the new system thats gonna setup on the new company and the upcoming autocad system for Yvonne's home... so i guess it wont be like last time tat relax le...though i dun mind considering i have slack quite a while ....but i do hope my pay get to raise soon ( previous raise was only 80buck after 6 month of working >_< )
The upcoming may will be feel wif stuffs to do .. RT ..woohoo Driving evaluations ( dunno how many lesson i will take to pass ) and maybe prepare some exercise for my upcoming Aug Training incamp.....as usual..from now on.. i will keep reminding myself the 3 priority i need to get it done before 2009 so i can enjoy 2009 more......
Well its 920am now...guess i will go back to forum threading and surfing net...hopefully today will be uneventful too ^_^\/
Monday, April 21, 2008
Soul Searching
Yes.. its 4am..and i couldnt sleep .... maybe i slept too much in the afternoon...then suddenly remember its been a while since i blog..so maybe i shall blog since..its been awhile....been doing some soul searching about my life style and my life goal....i can say i'm lagging by quite alot ....maybe i choose to ignore or i choose not to look at it or compare but i guess this term explain it all ... " Time have caught up wif me ....eventually" this term was taken from my friendster ....i guess time will catch up on wadever i do ... though my channel is call #timeless... where time is not of the essence.... guess time is still a factor in all the things we do ...
My goal for this year have changed... to this 3 priority " Driving , RT , Resevisit " This are the top 3 goal i need to do... Driving .. fixed... june ...so no choice die die have to wait.. RT... i will book in on May and hopefully i can finish by june..so it will not crash wif my Resevisit on Aug ...and i wont get charge and fine 150 again by the toopid Army ... or tio DB for 3rd offence....
Life is simple when ur young and when ur not have a care for the world...but as time passes by u see the by not caring ur delaying the inevitiable...especially in Singapore... everything is fast...everything req result and goals to set.... the condition are not suited for this kind of behaviour....but yet i manage to survice till now without much problem...guess i'm really "pro" on not caring....
Recently been thru quite alot ..be it at work , or r/s .. or even game -_- ... i come to understand alot of things i did was kinda right in some way and wrong in the others... right as in .. i give ppl the trust and promise @ work... wrong as in sometime when promising too much u cannot do them all.... so remember... dun promise too much till u cannot fullfill its worest then not promising ....
I also think i'm more like a lone wolf in this world.. i tend to prefer to do thing on my own ..have my own thinking and my own opinion of this world....i do listen to ppl but i seldom do the way they want me to..i got my own idea and my goals to set .it may take longer then others but i make sure i get it done and know what i am doing......
I really hope i can pass thru this year with the top 3 obstacle cleared on my TODO list .... once those 3 are cleared i think i'm ready for a new life....
My goal for this year have changed... to this 3 priority " Driving , RT , Resevisit " This are the top 3 goal i need to do... Driving .. fixed... june ...so no choice die die have to wait.. RT... i will book in on May and hopefully i can finish by june..so it will not crash wif my Resevisit on Aug ...and i wont get charge and fine 150 again by the toopid Army ... or tio DB for 3rd offence....
Life is simple when ur young and when ur not have a care for the world...but as time passes by u see the by not caring ur delaying the inevitiable...especially in Singapore... everything is fast...everything req result and goals to set.... the condition are not suited for this kind of behaviour....but yet i manage to survice till now without much problem...guess i'm really "pro" on not caring....
Recently been thru quite alot ..be it at work , or r/s .. or even game -_- ... i come to understand alot of things i did was kinda right in some way and wrong in the others... right as in .. i give ppl the trust and promise @ work... wrong as in sometime when promising too much u cannot do them all.... so remember... dun promise too much till u cannot fullfill its worest then not promising ....
I also think i'm more like a lone wolf in this world.. i tend to prefer to do thing on my own ..have my own thinking and my own opinion of this world....i do listen to ppl but i seldom do the way they want me to..i got my own idea and my goals to set .it may take longer then others but i make sure i get it done and know what i am doing......
I really hope i can pass thru this year with the top 3 obstacle cleared on my TODO list .... once those 3 are cleared i think i'm ready for a new life....
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
Its Been A While....
Its been awhile since i last blog...was kinda busy in other stuff....driving.....cabal....real life etc....and i really couldnt find anytime to blog till now.... well life is kinda stale now considering its april and i drag the feeling of may - aug ... RT + Reservist ( 2 week ).... i really hope that kind of feeling will go away >_<
Other then that life is pretty much the norm ..... btw whoever reading this..anyone wan 2 hampster? giving away for free...as much as i wish to rear pets..i feel i'm not that kind of person who is able to take care of animals...let alone human being...and i guess i dun pay attention much too ....so whoever can give them more attention etc... reach me via msn or leave a msg here i'll contact u and give u the hampster... they are huge and cute... oh btw i'm in singapore...come with cage too...
Work wise... its ups and down.. up is... i'm finally able to get used to my environment..and i dun feel any stress or wad le...colleague are fine with me ... no backstabbing of me yet lol .. and nothing of the underhand on me..since i'm just a contracted staff..i guess i'm not a threat to the perm staff :P.... the downs are.. 2 of my colleagues..from NetIQ have quitted .. Ken and Jerry ..making me the only person i know of ..Roy the boss..other then that i knew no one le -_-.......
Love Life... well... its on the down side as well.... well..maybe i couldnt take care of ppl or wad ba...see how ba in the future.....time is not on my side for now...guess i need time to see the future for now.......
Well...its 930am now.... drinking soya bean while blogging..just have banana too given by the company secertary auntie joan heheh .....guess i will now go surf the forum for a while ..and take it slow... its tuesday....i wish today is friday >_<... i will try to update the blog more often .....
Other then that life is pretty much the norm ..... btw whoever reading this..anyone wan 2 hampster? giving away for free...as much as i wish to rear pets..i feel i'm not that kind of person who is able to take care of animals...let alone human being...and i guess i dun pay attention much too ....so whoever can give them more attention etc... reach me via msn or leave a msg here i'll contact u and give u the hampster... they are huge and cute... oh btw i'm in singapore...come with cage too...
Work wise... its ups and down.. up is... i'm finally able to get used to my environment..and i dun feel any stress or wad le...colleague are fine with me ... no backstabbing of me yet lol .. and nothing of the underhand on me..since i'm just a contracted staff..i guess i'm not a threat to the perm staff :P.... the downs are.. 2 of my colleagues..from NetIQ have quitted .. Ken and Jerry ..making me the only person i know of ..Roy the boss..other then that i knew no one le -_-.......
Love Life... well... its on the down side as well.... well..maybe i couldnt take care of ppl or wad ba...see how ba in the future.....time is not on my side for now...guess i need time to see the future for now.......
Well...its 930am now.... drinking soya bean while blogging..just have banana too given by the company secertary auntie joan heheh .....guess i will now go surf the forum for a while ..and take it slow... its tuesday....i wish today is friday >_<... i will try to update the blog more often .....
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