Continuing Dreams...

Recently i have a dream that continue with my previous dreams...and that make me realise that in my 27 yrs of life i have had quite a few continuing dream that spread across 1-9 years....i can dream of something in 1997 and that dream sort of "continue" at the year 2002 .... i wonder if there's anyone in the world like me who had this sort of "dream"

Actually its sort of a very nice feeling to revisit the dream and continue it especially its a nice dream....but not all dream are nice.... i have continuing dream of me getting chased by ghost or monster at the exact moment i wake up a couple of years ago..but only this time i was presented with a escape route which wasnt avaliable back in the dream years ago.....so i guess the dream was "patch" with a escape route for me to escape XD

I often hear people say dreams are echo of what happen in the real world however its usually the opposite of what it gonna happen if u heed it...for example ... if the dream had u been together with a girl that u wish u would had.... in reality it will "Never" happen or if in ur dream u own something that u often wish u had....but in the reality again u will Never had it as well.... i often heed the dream advice during this case....cause i tried to follow the dream before and the result is the exact opposite of the dream....so i'm a strong believer now that dream give u advice but in the opposite way.... it let u enjoy/suffer something that otherwise u would never had enjoy or suffer...

If i were given the power to have such dreams like maybe 2-3 times per month it will definately help me in my real life..cause it show me the path in the "opposite way".. as long i do the exact opposite of wad happen in my dream i can anticipated the outcome of the situation thats going to occur....

Anyway ... feel free to think about this "Continuing dreams" ... has it ever occur to u ...have it left a lasting sensation to you...do u feel happy , sad , angry or funny after the incident.... feel free to discuss on the right hand side of my blog if u wan :)

Old Lepoard can never change its spot...ever....

ummm....the title explain it all....recently i'm in a very sianz mood... i have no mood for anything except sleep...and for the last 1 week ..its been raining non-stop ..and even better environment to fell asleep.... end up i could sleep more then 12 hr a day including the 10 hour i work... i only have 2 hour to call my own .... for bathing , eating and surfing the net @ home.... the reason why this is happening to me is because i have sort of stop gaming for a few days...and i'm suffering from the withdrawl sythome.......its been like this for 6 day till yesterday 930pm...i went back to Rose Online and create a new char......thats it.... i'm sort of hook again... i played till 245am before i went to sleep and woke up 630am to continue again...suddenly i got the energy again in my body ... no longer i was having no energy to do anything... i was like suddenly reborn ...although its abit "Kua Zhang" hehe but i guess as the title say ... i cannot change myself...



Recently i'm in a sick mode.... flu , cough have plague me for the past 1 month and i have not yet fully recovered from my illness....continue coughing have make me feel weak all over >_<>

@ Work.. i will be changing siting arrangement starting from monday onwards..they are rearranging the sitting arrangement adding 4 more table... gonna be more crowd le :( my cubicle gonna shrink... i own the biggest cubicle in the 2nd floor officer atm ...but haiz now gonna be equal like everyone else

This weekend gonna spend wif my DingDong for movies + VCD plus walk around JP or WM depending on my DingDong hehe

Its been a crazy year...and i hope next year its even crazier~!~!

PEACE OUT!!~!

My Daily Weekdays Routine

In Case u gays and lesbians would like to know how i start off my weekday i.e Monday ...i would explain to you in about less then 1 million words .....

I woke up 730 and went about to wash my face...brush teeth the norm...then if i'm hungry i would eat maggimee ...if not i will laze around on my pc watching rerun of my anime till 805 ...and then i would went to change to my work pant/shirt , wallet...chain and fone and will leave my house approx. 815am....i would reach JE MRT at 827 and reach Boon lay mrt 835...board the company bus @ 840 and reach office at 9am


The first thing i would do reaching office would be turning on my Laptop and login to my MSN to say hi to my TingDong for like 5 min before going to this 2 website i've been going for the past 1.5 month + www.ctrlaltdel-online.com and www.thenoobcomic.com both website are online comic and are updated 1-2 times weekly sometime 3 times...and are really funny :)


After which i would visit some forums... usually games depending on my current game craze.. SRO ..Rose ... or wadever ... which currently is Blackberry forums for my fone ... after a while ..ppl should ask me about some IT stuff which i will spend sometime doing...if not i will continue to surf the net or visit youtube.... this will go on till 1220

1220-145 is the time i usually went to the Server room to take a nap unless i'm hungry i would went out to buy food or if i got tons of things to surf ...rest at my desk which checking out the websites... 2-430 seems to be the hardest time to pass and thats when either i am busy or i am slacking yet again......lucky this company doesnt have major problem on their pc due to the fact 80% of the staff here are auntie and uncle...they dun anyhow install program which usually lead to 80% of the problems happened on PC...

5pm ahh the time i am suddenly becoming very awake...i would start to tidy up the place...check if i got anything i never finish up on if there is .... backup the data in the server room then await my 6pm to come to take company bus to Boon Lay mrt.....and then home around 645pm :)

Reaching home the first thing is to bath ...then switch on PC .. login msn + irc.... if i'm not sleepy i would either dota or anime if i'm tired ... i will lie on the bed to nap till 930-1030..then wake up to chat wif my TingDong then Dota for 1-3 rounds or Anime till 115am-130am before sleeping and the same process repeat again ...

This applies for Monday to Thursday only :)

There you have it my weekly routine on a working day....sound boring right..but bobianz..tats life for ya...if ur working a fix job wif a fix pay...i look forward to a time when i'm no longer bounded by the rules and regulations in this world...

cheers

BlackBerry 8320 & Work life

<------- This week i gotten myself a Unique Fone~!~! its call BlackBerry 8320~!~!~!~ OMG i can check my email even while i'm in a movie and compose one during movie or wherever i am as long i got phone connection ...best of all... the keyboard and function rox!!!!!!! Its slim and and extremely light weight and its quoted as the best blackberry phone currently in the market!!! i simply have nothing but the best words for this phone!! Sign up wif Starhub 2 year plan and you can own this baby for $388 or $488 depending on the plan ur signing on to XD






Work

Time flies...i have been offically working since july 1st till now 5 month have pass...i'm finally starting to get slightly use to the working life...although my job is considered the more "LOBO" type... i still need time to adapt cause as wat ppl say a slacker is always a slacker !! :P..though the pay is also minimal :( ..lots of things happen in this 5 month... which i do not/wish to go into much details but my life is now getting better and better ...things are moving on .... i gotten new phone , spec , upgrade of pc , new games for wii and many small good thingies :) ... hope to own a car and able to drive soon !! provided. .. i can find myself the time to take up driving test... well gonna be busy now ... that toopid auntie got things for me to do yet again ....

The End of a MMorpg Gamer ( Have i reach the end of the road? )

Since i'm a guy who enjoy gaming i find i should do a thread on life as a gamer

Recently ...maybe 1 year ago i found out that gaming especially the MMorpg is getting harder and harder for me to be focus in them.... when i was young 17-22 i can keep up with the pace of the grinding... the long hours i spend on it ..the short hours i spend on sleeping and the amount of time i can dedicate on it....but now recently.... even if i got 3-4 hour to spare i just cant seem to focus in them.....arrgh!

Here's a interesting gaming situation i find myself landed on hehe...maybe it happen to some of u as well

When i'm still schooling ...16-20 .. i ever played a game and see ppl paying farmers money for ingame items or premium items like double exp scroll or reset stats potion and many more to make their lvling/grinding faster and more efficient and u only cursed urself for not owning enuff money or a credit card/debit card to have to previliages... HOWEVER.... ur leveling speed is almost the same as those who bought those double exp scroll since u dedicated 80% of ur time to keep up with those ppl.......

Now here's the twist... when i reach 25+ ...it is me who bought money from farmers and me who buy double exp scroll etc to improve my leveling speed BUT this time even with my double exp scroll and premium items... i am constantly outlevel and out class by those who never bought those items....the only reasons i find myself constantly getting into this situation is because..... i'm no longer a kid/teenager anymore... i have to dedicate more % of time at work and social life ... no longer i can spend 80% of my time in game...the most i can squeeze out is 50% and during that 50% i'm not even in my 100% mood/strength to game ... most of the time i'm 50% awake grinding ...due to the fact i am always tired after work...

Am i at the end of the road as a mmorpg gamer or am i just burn out after 10 years of grinding?...but at the end of the day i think the problem lies in Not enough time to manage anymore...MMORPG is an addiction...no doubt about it ..everyone knows it ...those who are an addict knew about it but they just cant stand the temptation ...just like smokers.... the thrills of gaining level , armor ...new items.....Player kill someone and trash talking the noobs... those are the words that keep gamer spending 80% of their time glue on their PC...i am one of them ..i admit it 101%...but in recently years...it seems the addiction is lessening....though the thrill of it still keep me HIGH :P

Well ...all in all i know my times in the MMORPG world is beginning to end....nowadays i get my daily dose of gaming thru mostly DOTA and sometime some RTS games...... heck i even play Nintendo Wii ! Guess its time to bid the my avatar good bye soon.....

Nick i used thru out my mmorpg life.... in no orders

Trekker , TimelessTrek , PrinceTrek , Futurama ....and last but not least ComedyBoy!!

Old and Useless or Mentally an idiotic Auntie?

We are brought up from young to respect the olds as they are wise and got much to teach us and they dediciated their life for the society already and its time they enjoy their life .... i used to believe that we shld respect all elderly ..till i met this Auntie from my workplace.... ironally her name Angeline "Sound angel eh" is a Devil from hell!!!

I know without you knowing this Auntie or proof of why she is a devil...let me put u in this situation.....
Imagine this...........
She work in this company for 15 long years... she have no friends except friendly wif 2 boss
No one eat with her during lunch
No one sit with her on the company bus when going/leaving work
No one respect her
When she wan something ... she will demand it to be done in a tone you will find it irriating and extremely demanding
She hide everything from everyone resulting in people unable to finish work because of her and she will say she dunno need to give out this information
She is a finance manager btw

Okie.. now u get the general idea on her i now bring u to this classic example ..

One week ago she requested a desktop to be purchase so her newly temp person can use when she get one ... i told her requistion of desktop will have to be discuss with kenneth my IT manager as he is abroad and i can help her setup a laptop for the temp person when she/he comes.... till now the person have not arrived * 1 week * ..on friday she requested again the desktop and i told her i will check the pricing this weekend during the IT Fair and i can let her use the laptop if its urgent and she decline again......then...today "monday" she find me again and she ask for the desktop ... so i told my IT Manager about it ..we both agree on this issue ... We got a laptop for her to use why she fucking still wanna get a desktop ..not as if the laptop is spoil or wad...and i really hate the tone she talk ....the demanding tone as if you owe her something and she hound u like a dog and will never let go till u do wad she say....

Back to my original post regarding elderly.....Do we really need to respect every elderly or some? If we scold an elderly who is arrogant and bad ..are we label a person who dun respect the elderly or are we right to scold them and reprimand them if they are in the wrong?
Some people told me even if the elderly are wrong we should still respect them - btw this is say by ppl above the age of 40s
Some people say .. scold the crap out of them and reprimand them for their way and if they still dun change i can label them as old and useless or mentally idotic - this is say by ppl below the age of 40s
So you can see different age gap have different point of view regarding this matters the older ppl tend to favour the elderly while the younger generation tend to be practical on this matters...
For me there's a limit on how we as the younger generation should tolerate them...if they really gone too far beyond their limit we have every right "even if we are whole lot younger then them" to reprimand them on their wrong doing .... "Just because ur an elderly we have to respect you" thinking is idiotic ..its an old tradition ...the "New" generation arent gonna care for this kind of tradition...we believe in rights and wrongs ..if u do right u r rewarded ... if u do wrong u r reprimand this should be the standard .however we can tolerate elderly if they pick up next things slow or take up longer time to learn something or move slowly but aside from that we should treat them as equals...

I guess i complain too much about this Angeline... but she is by far the first Auntie that make me so piss up in my 27 year of life... and i can confirm 9 out of 10 person who work with her will get piss by her......the temp girl who just recently join this company couldnt stand her after her 4th day here LOL...imagine the perm staff here :)