First time i post a full song without post

時光是琥珀 淚一滴滴被反鎖

情書再不朽 也磨成沙漏青春的上游

白雲飛走蒼狗與海鷗閃過的念頭 潺潺的溜走

命運好幽默 讓愛的人都沉默

一整個宇宙 換一顆紅豆

回憶如困獸 寂寞太久而漸漸溫柔

放開了拳頭 反而更自由

慢動作 繾綣膠捲 重播默片 定格一瞬間

我們在 告別的演唱會 說好不再見

*你寫給我 我的第一首歌

你和我 十指緊扣 默寫前奏可是那然後呢

還好我有 我這一首情歌輕輕的 輕輕哼著 哭著笑著我的 天長地久*

命運好幽默 讓愛的人都沉默一整個宇宙 換一顆紅豆

回憶如困獸 寂寞太久而漸漸溫柔放開了拳頭 反而更自由

長鏡頭 越拉越遠 越來越遠 事隔好幾年

我們在 懷念的演唱會 禮貌的吻別



陪我唱歌 清唱你的情歌

捨不得 短短副歌 心還熱著也該告一段落

還好我有 我下一首情歌生命宛如 靜靜的 相擁的河永遠 天長地久

Very Listless Month..

Yeah suddenly feeling boring and tired ..i dunno whats wrong..maybe lack of sleep and having bascially nothing to do make me feel that way ba...the only thing i have to look forward to is my GF's birthday next month ..and nothing else..oh and maybe the long weekend...also ba..

Suddenly i feel like travelling aboard again haha despite just finishing a 3 day 2 night chalet.... >_< .... hopefully i might get to do that at the end of the year ba hehe...see how ba..

Time is passing so slow today .. hopefully 6pm come soon..if not i gonna KO

Synergy 8000

I'm now a offical fan of Synergy 8000 fuel...after 6 month of top up...Synergy 8000 give the best raw power for my car ( Picanto ) therefore i will help them advertise abit here hahaha....=p

Chalet is today!!! will be working 1/2 day today and going to Costa Sand Downtown east for 3 day 2 night chalet :)

nothing much to post..sad dearie leg is fracture and cant join me..i really wish she was here on friday though she promise she will come on saturday :) i will be waiting hehee

Nothing....

Nothing to post recently and i know i've not been posting much....cause seriously theres nothing to post ..maybe except the upcoming chalet on friday...which is 3 days from now...:/


So bored...so sian....

urrm..

It was suspose to be very super long post as i planned it yesterday night when i'm about to sleep..but now... i suddenly forgot what i want to blog about... *mind total blank*

Anyway today im back to work (was on urgent leave on friday) and well habasit is pretty much the same ...nothing really change..still same old job..same old ppl and same old pay...i guess its pretty stale if you say but i have no choice now.. i need to maintain it till end of the yr....

Oh yeah suddenly i remember vividly some of the stuff i want to post... recently i've been driving much more often maybe 30% more then usual ..but still on fri-sun and abit of driving on weekday evening to meet gf for dinner...therefore i feel much more confident in navigating in ulu places or places i drag to go i.e East side and city area..where the traffic is crazy compare to our quiet West side...i'm still thinking if i should drive to my friend ROM on thursday at orchard area.. 20 dollar sticker + ERP charges = eeeep $$ and the ang bao .. oh god.. KO

I should be planning a chalet next week 17-19 july since its been ages i attended one..my last chalet was like ... 2007?? so i am hopping to have one this month since i am really running out of places to go and with H1N1 ... i doubt travelling is a valid option now..

Personal life wise... im still on the "OK" side as i am having slightly better sleep now and slightly better lifestyle..still need to change more though.. but i need time.. .>_< and time is not a luxury i have now...

I really really cannot think of those long post i wanna post yesterday night arrgh :( .. guess no choice i end up my post here... will update if i remember ...

Favourite members of former morning musume

was listening to their songs again ... and as of now they are in their 8th generation of singers -_-... but still i prefer ( and only listen to ) 4th and 5th generation circa 2001- late 2004 songs so and i kinda like a few of their singers mainly

安倍なつみ - Natsumi Abe
矢口真里 -Mari Yaguchi
石川梨華 - Rika Ishikawa
吉澤ひとみ - Hitomi Yoshizawa
辻希美 - Nozomi Tsuji
加護亜依 - Ai Kago
高橋愛 - Takahashi ai
紺野あさ美 - Asami Konno
後藤真希 - Goto Maki
新垣里沙 - Risa Niigaki

I may leave out afew favourite but the problem is there are 8 generation of them and every generation have 10-14 members..and some members are cross generation i.e from Generation 3 till 5 or Generation 2 till 4 etc.. so its really really very hard to find their name and since when they were taken when they are 2001-2004 they are only 14-19 yr old and now in 2009 they have matured and their looks changed making it even harder to find their updated info -_-

Trekker ..Trekker when u ever learn..

Trekker ar Trekker when u ever learn... no this is not someone .. this is me.. i am trekker .. aka robin... yes i'm bitten yet again by MMORPG ...this cycle have been going on since the era of T4C .. circa 1999 and now at 2009 which is exactly 10 year ago since i started mmorpg and now 10 year older.. i'm still fallen deeply for it..

If you are a regular reader you will realise this maybe the 2nd or 3rd or maybe even 4th post about this issue....despite how hard i try all it need is a few month of non mmorpging i will automaticly get drawn back to it no matter how hard i try to resisit i still get hook back ...even Dota cannot save me...

The Cons of playing mmorpg
- lack of sleep
- tireness
- easy irriated
- stress

Dun worry dearie despite i got hook by mmorpg i wont apply irriatness on u nor we go out lesser..life will go on as usual .. it will affect mostly my weekday life.. weekend still ok

Other then life .. life is pretty normal...waiting for vacation... normal lifestyle.. hopefully my lifestyle can stablise and change slightly for the better so can treat her better too hahah... hopefully ASAP then we can start planning for future :)

Other then that.. the most i wanted to know is sleep........

Feeling of saddness...again

Every few month or so i will have this feeling of saddness overcoming me..and no nothing happen to my family , r/s or friends.. its that sudden kind of feeling of saddness that totally overwhelm me for a brief period of time..and continue for a few day before its gone..

During this period of time if i'm not in any r/s i will steer clear of any one and lock myself in my room and play my games totally ignoring any external source of contact.. or if i'm in a r/s i would hope my gf will acc me watch vcd and try not to expose me to any human being.. sound wierd hor ...ya thats me .. as i say before i'm not just anyone who is easily comprehend...beneath this happy go lucky attitude of mine lies another layer of emotion that even i cannot comprehend .. its this kind of emotion that emerge every few month and make me think and reset my goals in life or even my lifestyle... i take this as a warning if i am doing something wrong/right..

And no this is not PMS which occur once a month thingie ( i'm not a girl anyway ) its more like 2- 3 month once kind of feeling... a very sucky feeling and something demoralising... a somehow deep contrast to my usual happy go lucky attitude >_< ...

I hope this feeling goes off soon..this gonna affect my next few days of mood... grr

Short Post

Well bascially nothing much to post recently as there's really nothing much to update hehe maybe i'm lazy + sick + tired this week ba..so the posting have somehow gone down abit.. but i am really looking forward to a vacation ....though i might go Bangkok on Aug ..but still nothing have confirm yet as my dearie is the one planning wif her 2 female friends..and i'm not sure i am going too cause if i go i'm the only guy ... which .....maybe not that good if they go shoppin and i might be strange to have 1 guy following 3 female around hehe but if dearie acc me i dun mind but i know she might need to acc her 2 female frens tooooo so .. now confusing ...

aside from that.. today quite unlucky at work as lotus note , lan server and internet came crashing down twice!! omfg.. but luckily it went back after 30/45min respectively....

well tats all for now...tired.. sick..shag.. tonight gonna take medicine again.. hehe

A "Shag" Saturday

Woah its been a while since i've had such a shag saturday ....this is how it happen.....

Woke up a 9am ...had my breakfast and bath etc ..then went to take jurong mrt meet up with dearie and went to woodland mrt too meet up wif jerry which he drove both of us to cornerstone church to attend a fren ROM ( i never drive down is due to 3 reason ...1st car is down , 2nd is 20 dollar stickers :( and 3rd i dunno my way there ) so once we reach there we waited 1 hr before it start and they start by asking us to stand... and listen to them sing 3 songs.. which the their chrous is abt 30% of their song and keep repeating....but i guess its their ritual...after which follow by a 30min talk by the head pastor on the part where god give man 7 virture..then proceed with the blessing by afew pastor and prayors then finally the signing on the ROM..then lunch reception which we eat only a few stuff then we left for our real lunch at Lagoon @ Ecp

Meet up with nicholas and four of us have lunch there on a very hot saturday afternoon...after which we rented 2 normal bicycle and a double bicycle for me and my dearie..the bicycle got some problem therefore its extremely hard to pedal and maintain the balancing but we manage to cycle for 1hr 25min on a super hot day before we went to play pool for awhile to escape the heat and also relax abit

For our next location we head to marina barrage ...and walk around taking pictures...and fooling around for like 35min since my dearie wish to go there again heehe..so we goof around there then we rush our way to cinelesiure afterward..

We reach cine around 8 and went to Heeren for our dinner at a jap cusine resturant wif my dearie another 2 more female frens which will be joining us for movie at 9pm...We had a very fast dinner and proceed to cinelesiure to watch our movie Blood the vampire... overall the movie is soso nia.. nothing much to praise or complain..

After the movie jerry drove us to woodland and we walked the paslar malam for like 10-15min then we take mrt home to jurong east..then i give dearie 10 buck to take cab home as she wanna go home le .. :(

So we end the day with all those stuff... shag man....sunday ... whole day slack so no need post ^_^"