What am i feeling??

Hmm i dunno what should i be feeling now....i feel tired..shag...and even to a stage as to cancel my TP for tomorrow... why am i so tired?....i do feel slightly excited for tomorrow but not as much as the first time i'm going for the TP....after 10 min of self-solitiude thinking prior typing out this line... i find something strange..i'm experiencing "Anger".... angry that how i would feel if i fail or how CB the TP tester will be.... ( negative thinking pre TP ) ... i dunno why i am feeling this now... guess its from previous encounter with BBDC TP tester ba.... haiz... anyway... i just hope weekend come soon....i dun wanna have all my evening taken away by RT,TP and other associated stuff... i need my personal space/time for myself ...thats all.. i like simple life .. i lead happier life if life is simple but its not always the case... sometime i have to put on a mask or resort to underhand to get ahead in life.... why must i do that....is it normal in the current trend of lifestyle.. i guess so ba..

cheers..

Another update of my life

Well...3 more days till My Tp (2nd attempt) ... not looking forward to it ...personally i only look forward to it due to 1/2 day off for me ...pass or no pass no more really affect me though ...if this time if all the girls pass and all the guys fail again... i might take my TP at other centre liao cause that will only proof my point in my earlier post last month....

Home
Family are well.... pet wise .. left one hampster alive..though getting thinner liao...old liao ba.... guess she wont survice another yr....not much changes at home though pc is slightly upgraded with new power supply ( Previous one kaboom on me 2 week ago)...Dad was sick few week ago and recovering... mom leg is getting better tooo

Relationship
Just passed 1 month 1 week... all is well..we go out on weekend and she stay over once per week XD hehehe hopefully her job wont take up more of her weekday time as she always work till 10pm..though her job start at 10+am..hopefully can go genting again!

Game Life
Haiz..failure at this ... i cant get over the jinx of me keep wanting to create new char and not one reach high lvl..guess i am those who want everything in a char...but game or real life nothing is perfect... in perfect world .. hahhaah... see how it goes ba...

Friends
Bowling almost every friday with jerry ..and semi-regular mahjong session recently ..cut down abit due cause go out wif GF ma =x so ... no choice.. but i do make it a point to chat with everyone who msn me ...and sms me cause hey...i'm still cuteeeeee if u msn me and sms me =p

Work
Work... hmm how do i put it... more responbility coming due to change in company policy ba.. they started new stuff and not many ppl is keeping up wif it ... so its me who's gonna help them up...so far still endurable....despite being one of the "complainer" in the work department i still find it okok .... maybe this job gonna be the longest job i ever last in ( previous longest job "e-games" last me 1 yr 3 month )

Its almost end of the year liao.... 2 more yr i am gonna be 3x ... i mean 30 haha... so i guess i have to more or less stable my life before i hit the 30 mark ..Car... life... wife...... then 30++ house... then should be more or less set this kind of life....though i know i take longer time to reach this stage ..but i still strongly believe in enjoying while going with the flow of life..and not rushing to be perfect in the begining only to realise ..much of the early adult years to be spend away without really enjoying it or actually realise time pass so fast..... to each his own thinking... i chosen this path..i will stick with this path unlike.. games i can retain.. real life..i cant... i will carry on...till the end of time


Peace out ^_^ \/

Its Friday~~~

Yup its friday... finally.... a 2 day rest for me...and i really need it like there's no tomorrow....recently quite busy...but still surving la.......but still could be improved....recently attended shingo and asphy wedding ....as their videoman..taking clips from 730am till10am..before i was drunk that is.... grrr so many ppl drink they ask me drink including one super hardcore drink wif no added ice or water... drink finish tat cup immediately spinning liao.... >_<... .oh did i mention felicia chin and Rachael lee was in the guest list too...so manage to see 2 of them for quite a bit......

Next week is my TP again le...2nd time.. not really looking forward to it...tired...is one word..i dun wanan think anything le.. just let me lie on my bed and rest for the next few week.... work getting stresser liao..hope i also can endure that ordeal too :)

Bye bye

Sept 2 My Birthday~~

Today is Sept 2...and its...my birthday ^_^" ... although nothing is new... cause i dun celebrate birthday one..so to me its just another day however... i did recieved quite a few happy moment....

1)My collegues are treating me canadian pizza for lunch~~ she ordered for me le hehe
2)My mom give me a "Ang Pao" 20 buck lol
3)Quite a few happy wishes here and there from friends and collegues
4)Happy with the gift Gf bought for me

Hahaha all in all very happy since i never wanna celebrate in the first place yet ppl are doing that for me :P..... but one bad thing was.. i am so tired.... !!!! i need nap at the very least..but i can... been playing game after work... no time to nap liao..haiz... gonna need one whole day of sleep to replenish...and my RT start this sunday liao sob sob >_<

Gonna post up to here ba..since ..nothing much now as i post yesterday le ....

4bias & such

Today is the first day of sept.. and the day before my bday... hehe not gonna celebrate this yr since it falls on weekday this yr... hehe but i already gotten my gift from my dear le...

Seems i cant get my pic up i will post it later.....when i go home before my mmorpging...
Oh ya went to see thailand horror show yesterday 4bias.... usually thailand horror show are really horror compare to hk or english counter-part..however this time... its different.... most of the time ..the entire cinema is laughing their head off.... maybe 1-2 guy started the trend... and make the cinema laugh.... though some of the part is thrilling and some funny..its indeed quite a nice show... 4 small mini movie form 1 movie ..though 4 movie are interlink with each other... its worth watching dun forgot to watch it ...and oh yeah u need to be above 16.. as its rated nc-16 heheh

Bday is tml le... nothing to look forward too... not sad too hehe but not happy i'm 28 liao ... i wanna be young forever and stay cute sob sob :(

Some answer to question been asked recently

Recently i'm getting alot of question asked about my personal life..okok so i compile a list of question been ask at me recently here goes

1)Are you married ?
Ans : No!

2)Are you in a relationship?
Ans : Yes!

3)Are you getting married soon?
Ans: Not so soon

4)Hows ur driving?
Ans: Dun ask ! #@#@#&^@#

5)Who's the girl
Ans: Someone not from my circle of friends one

6)What you working as now?
Ans:IT desktop exective

7)What are you doing recently?
Ans:Dotaing...WOKFing and ... watching movies alot and of course dating

8)Long time no see u leh ..meet up leh!
Ans: Sure ...fix a date with me lo via MSN hahah

9)Are you still cute?
Ans: Of course ..and even cuter then the last time u saw me !

Well here are the 9 most ask qns i have been getting recently...so... yeah and stop asking the same qns now ok thanks hehe ^_^ \/

Shagz & Sick

Omg... sick again.....seems they come back to find me once again... everytime i sick i lose weight...so... i sometime wish i get sick more often so i can slim down more...but the feeling of being sick is not good at all!!! grrr... contradicting eh... well lets see how it goes now.... hopefully i lose 5kg this yr.... then all will be good le.....

nothing much to post...my mind is blank now.... driving is over for me for now till next month ...and my ippt start next month as well....next month my driving slot will be taken by my ippt slot ...so its another 2-4 month worth of ippt yet again sigh.... when will i ever have time for myself... in tis world we call singapore ..... __ (-_-) __

Sighz

What can i say 28 point...... there is one interesting trival for u guys to think about it.. not say i sore or wad...

12 ppl go take TP
7 girl 6 guys...
After TP
7 girl pass 1 guy pass.....
the younger girl machiam wear push up bras and some auntie kind wear super low cut shirt... and got one wear very sweet looking kind of 20 yr old girl...got those teh voice... when talking.... all pass... the guys tat failed.. all average looking 20-30+ yr old guys....including me
This happen in BBDC.... when the tester call name of the girls.. they are smiling... and when calling guys name.. they no emotion one just ask u go downstairs.. no chatting no nothing..while those girls one all chatting....see the kind of treatment?... sigh suan le ... sept try again.... abit lose hope on BBDC testers and their tiko face..

Tomorrow is the day....

Tomorrow is the day finally....after 3 month and 13 days.... comes TP... for months i have been ranting how i wish TP comes faster...and before i knew it..tomorrow is the day...but sad to say ... it have lost its appeal all of a sudden...sometime i wonder... is it the waiting that make us want the things even more and when it finally came...we finally found out that it isnt as impt as before......

Anyway... tonight i'm gonna have one last revision ( maybe 2 ) to make sure i'm rdy for tml's TP...i guess i need to sleep early too considering i need to be in BBDC by 8am and ... usually i get to boonlay by 835 ...so i need to wait up slightly earlier le...haiz....though tml is off day ... i dun really have tat kind of mood in me now...

now...i also dunno if i wanna buy a 2nd hand car considering that i dun go out often also its gonna be a burden..however with a car i can bring girl out easily also >_< ahhh the irony... lol...i guess i need to buy a very "cheap" car for those occasion and not gonnna go for those "iconic brand" that cost big money

This month is one of the month with those least update to the blog due to...serveral reasons....
1)busy
2)going out on weekend
3)facebook ( pet for sale and friend for sale program at work )
4)dota
5)misc

i will try to update more often :) but just to let those few who visit my site one.. i'm alive..and still be reachable vis MSN as usual hehe

Hehehe

Well there is a happy celebration i ought to celebrate...but since its not official yet... i shall wait till that moment ..right now i still owe 6/10 things to do so...... lets see how it goes will update the blog more often but due to tireness and facebook buy/sell friends for sale appliciation i'm extremely busy and Dota too haiz..... eeek :p ...